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8.17.2004

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I just noticed that I've been feverishly posting one entry after the other. I think one's emotional state can do that to you.

Today was a day I felt sadly betrayed by a now 'so-called' friend. I tried to ignore it for quite sometime now always giving her the benefit of the doubt but at the end of the day I got blasted by a IM message that was NOT intended for me. She's resorted to talking behind my back. It's the most awful feeling to see that from someone you thought was a friend and a confidante.

I am devastated that she took a side without even knowing mine. What made her do it? Is it jealousy, spite, misunderstanding or all of the above? It's been racking my brain for quite sometime now. I am not a confrontational person at all and this is the reason why I just kept quiet the entire time, however, she's hit me below the belt and I think I just got to know what made her do this to me.

I think for the sake of our past friendship, a talk is in order, so I called her and left a message to have lunch with me tomorrow. Wish me luck and I hope she makes the date.

Copyright 2004 Wandertrekker

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